Okay so I must confess something because my hubs thinks it’s weird I do this. I say it’s completely normal for a mommy. I check on my boys periodically through out the night. Occasionally I will hop into bed with Aiden and just soak it up. You know, his smell, his chubby cheeks, his soft curly hair- him. I lay there and remember being pregnant with him. I remember his little booty sticking out of my belly. I remember the 4 day process that was his labor and delivery. I cry. I cry almost every single time. I cry because he is 4.5. I cry because I love him so much it hurts. I cry because I cannot believe my baby is growing up so fast, and I’m afraid I’m bit appreciating it enough.
I am in there for maybe 5 minutes. I do this to Caleb but I don’t cry. He’s still my baby and I just like to watch him sleep he is so beautiful!
Please people tell me I’m not some weird creeper stalking my own children. Please…. But I mean hey- with a face like that you would too:)