We had the big gender reveal on Christmas Eve. It went really well and everyone loved the balloons popping out of a box. So it’s a boy!!! I still can’t quite get my head wrapped around the fact that I will have 3 boys!!!!
After the initial shock and disappointment wore off I became excited. But of course not without guilt. I felt so bad that I was disappointed at all. A healthy baby is always the goal. I should be happy and content with just that. I am. Of course I am. And I have said in the past I wanted 3 boys, I am getting what I want. I learned from talking to many otter soon to be mommies, that gender disappointment is common and in no way makes me an awful person. To those ladies a big thank you. I was feeling horrible and it was nice to hear all your stories am feelings regarding your own gender disappointment.
But today is a new day and I am looking forward to meeting Callen. I can’t wait to see what joy this little man will add to our family.