I took time off unintentionally. It begin as too tired and too busy to say what I wanted. Then it was to avoid my sadness as my Tia Andrea’s birthday approached followed by the anniversary of her death. I didn’t have the words this year. I was sad and so sick and tired of being sad. But that’s grieving right? Feeling the sadness? I knew last year but I feel like this year I understood that I will never not be sad or never not need to be sad.
As much as I wanted to write it out here I just couldn’t. I didn’t want to make my ever present, overwhelming sadness take over ever part of my life. So I didn’t write.
So many other milestones were missed because of this and that makes me sad too. So bear with me this week as I come back to life and share July with you. I will write about my adventures, my anniversary and I will write to my Tia, I’m overdue. That part makes me sad too. Hope you all are well!!! Thanks for reading!