Well I have been a college graduate for 2 months now. I look for a new job in my field everyday but everyone wants 3 years of experience at least! I want to get my license to become a legal document assistant and start my own business. But I’m so unsure of everything. I have a family and responsibilities to consider. I can’t just leave and start fresh. I also can’t stay stuck in limbo forever.
So I sit and stare at this fork in the road. This choice to be made. In an ideal world I would get my license and get enough business in the beginning to keep my day job and quietly build my business. But there is no perfection here.
I love the company I work for but the job I am doing is not the career I want. If I were relocatable then maybe I could be content enough to stay forever but I’m not. I feel such loyalty though that leaving for such uncertainty is too hard. Being a grown up is rough. Seriously rough. One of these days I will have to move forward. Press on and make a decision. Until I’m happy to sit and stare.