Well I have been a college graduate for 2 months now. I look for a new job in my field everyday but everyone wants 3 years of experience at least! I want to get my license to become a legal document assistant and start my own business. But I’m so unsure of everything. I have a family and responsibilities to consider. I can’t just leave and start fresh. I also can’t stay stuck in limbo forever.

So I sit and stare at this fork in the road. This choice to be made. In an ideal world I would get my license and get enough business in the beginning to keep my day job and quietly build my business. But there is no perfection here.

I love the company I work for but the job I am doing is not the career I want. If I were relocatable then maybe I could be content enough to stay forever but I’m not. I feel such loyalty though that leaving for such uncertainty is too hard. Being a grown up is rough. Seriously rough. One of these days I will have to move forward. Press on and make a decision. Until I’m happy to sit and stare.

About thecoffeeqween

I am a 30 something year old mom, wife, and lover of all things coffee and tea. I have two kick ass boys, a hubs who looks like Collin Ferrell, and a killer job as a store manager for Starbucks. Follow me as I juggle it all downing espresso, raising boys and learning to be happy with what I got!
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1 Response to Crossroads

  1. Alaina says:

    Agree with you there..being a grown up blows big time. Here’s to new changes for you!

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