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My Dearest Tia. 

Dear Tia Andrea: Yesterday marks 7 years since you were taken from us. It’s funny how 7 years seems like a long time but if I sit quietly and allow myself to feel it feels like yesterday. So much has … Continue reading

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Yesterday. 

Yesterday was a very emotional day. I spoke at a ceremony honoring law enforcement for having a high quantity of good DUI arrests. I was extremely honored and nervous to sit in a room filled with so many people who … Continue reading

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Free Falling

Sometimes when I’m trying to fall asleep I will put the tv on a Sirius XM channel. I listen to whatever fits my mood. Sometimes it’s hits, jazz, coffeehouse, it just depends. When I’m in a funk I listen to … Continue reading

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Happy Birthday Tia Andrea

Happy 41st birthday Tia. So much has happened in the last year. So many people have changed and our lives have taken paths we never expected. But the one that hasn’t changed I our love. Our love for you, our … Continue reading

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2 years Later

They say it gets better with time, There isn’t enough seconds in a lifetime to make this ok They say love conquers all, seek out solace in those you love. What I need is your love. They say be happy … Continue reading

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I made my peace.

With my post on Saturday I said I wa letting go of my anger. Even if it was just for that one day. And I will admit it was hard when I wrote those words. I wasn’t sure if I … Continue reading

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Happy 40th Birthday Tia Andrea!!

My dearest Tia Andrea, I am trying so hard to be joyful today. I am trying to let the anger go for one day- your birthday. It’s not fair that instead of a huge party with everyone who has ever … Continue reading

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The one thought that kills me!

I am still on a high from this weekend. I am so proud of both Alex ad Vincent and how they performed at the Morro Bay Tournament. But Vincent wininng the campion of champions and most outstanding wrestler awards just … Continue reading

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Do you believe in your dreams?

It has taken me a few weeks to put the pieces back together. To seperate what I know as fact- the mess I saw, and what was my dream. I think I didn’t want to admit this- definitely out loud … Continue reading

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When will it stop?

I haven’t cried since July. That statement alone assures me it’s getting better. The anxiety of post partum and the grief of losing my aunt are still mingled together. But I can honestly say the grieving is much better now. … Continue reading

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