Tag Archives: death

One Love. One Heart….

you must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is like the ocean, if a few drops are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty. – Ghandi Trying to believe in America. Trying to believe that this country isn’t as fucked … Continue reading

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Good Bye Uncle Henry

Today we say good bye to my uncle Henry. I was a flower girl in their 25th anniversary renewal ceremony. He always had a smile. He loved to dance and he loved my aunt. you will always be remembered with … Continue reading

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Last Will and Testament

Last week I had to write my last will and testament for a class. This was a serious assignment for my probate class so I had to actually go through everything and evaluate what I wanted. Of course most things … Continue reading

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Learning To Let Go

A lot has been left unanswered in the wake of Andrea’s death. Most I know will never be understood or ever discussed. Most I understand as unknown and can live with it. I will never know why Angel took her … Continue reading

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I don’t know why I torture myself.

I have days where I sit and just watch television shows about murder, death, emergency rooms. I did this a lot shortly after my Tia Andrea died. I would watch and try to understand what happened to her. How scared … Continue reading

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2 years Later

They say it gets better with time, There isn’t enough seconds in a lifetime to make this ok They say love conquers all, seek out solace in those you love. What I need is your love. They say be happy … Continue reading

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It just is what it is.

Here we are approaching 2 years since my aunts death. I am pretty sure now there will never be a time when I don’t think about her when dealing with death. I am at the funeral of a childhood friend. … Continue reading

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Looking Back

No sinner Saturday today. In light of the sad news I received this morning I couldn’t post something so trivial. A friend was killed in a motorcycle accident last night. I was getting ready to leave work and thought I … Continue reading

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Do you believe in your dreams?

It has taken me a few weeks to put the pieces back together. To seperate what I know as fact- the mess I saw, and what was my dream. I think I didn’t want to admit this- definitely out loud … Continue reading

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When will it stop?

I haven’t cried since July. That statement alone assures me it’s getting better. The anxiety of post partum and the grief of losing my aunt are still mingled together. But I can honestly say the grieving is much better now. … Continue reading

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